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2007-04-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

I got a new home..
hahas..

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24-04-2007

2007-04-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

Alicia called just now! Hahas.. Miss her so so much but then again, I realised she's coming back!

Was around looking at blogs just now and I read a post dated 26-12-2006 (I cant say whose blog..) But it really made my day.. And I'm sure I can tell him and his look-alike apart the next time I see them.. hahas =)

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Receiving Gifts
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Receiving Gifts:		12
Quality Time:		8
Physical Touch:		4
Acts of Service:		3
Words of Affirmation:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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18/04/2007

2007-04-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

Well, have not been around for months..

But before i start, some photos for you.. I let pictures do the job cause..

Pictures speaks a thousand words.. =)

This was taken on Monday (16/04/07).. During NSL lesson.. Feels so much like i went back to Year 1 where we have to learn how to wear gloves and all.. Anyways, I look like I'm in the operating room rights? Yeah! Holidays are like gone in a flash but nevertheless, I'm all prepared for a new sem in school =) Nothing much changed in school.. That's the boring part..

My first ever photo with Wen Khai.. Hahas.. Ok la.. It is taken in a state of 'OOPS! I think I said the wrong thing' But then again, He's a great leader.. =)

Ain't they cute? Hahas.. They were the kids acting for the Easter Drama..

[Top] Nicholas (Philip), Lucas (John), Adrian (James)
[Bottom] Bernard (Peter), Peishan (Sound Crew/Crowd - hahas), Meimei, Anita

This was taken after Svr 5.. During the teardown.. And before this, the 4 of them was doing the 'Fast & Prayer' Song item for us cause we didn't get to see it backstage..

Taken with Satan.. The make-up on him looks COOL right?

Talking about Easter, I would say Easter'07 is one of the best drama I'd ever done.. We didn't have all the svr flowing the way we wanted to but I learnt lots.. Svr 4 was the svr that I almost wanted to "God, take me home".. IEM e2 got problem.. Singer never take mic.. Drama mics got problem.. This is, to me, the max stress level can go.. but nevertheless, encouragments is what Peishan and I rec'd after Svr4 and it all came at an unexpected timing..

This was taken on Tavia's birthday.. I don't look like meimei but I like this photo..

I finally got this photo after the longest of time.. =) It was taken on Christmas 2006.. -.-"

Well, So I enjoyed myself so much this 1 month.. Hahas, not to forget "Benny Hinn" at SIS.. The services were "WAH!!" Amazing.. not only the annioting part but the fellowship part.. The healing power just flow.. So much that I began to wonder "With God, why do we need doctors?" Hahas..

Spend some time walking around with Peishan before the Saturday and Sunday Svr.. Peishan and I were so bored that we went to walk around the whole SIS on Saturday.. Outside I mean, then it was only later when doors were opened that we walked around the inside of SIS.. Met lots of people.. Drama-tist, to be exact.. Hang around to talk to some of them for awhile and it's like "amazing".. We should really fellowship more with them cause they're like the joy refiller.. hahas.. =) As to why is it "amazing", some things are meant to be kept within myself and a few others.. I'm not telling..

But I also realized that different people holds different definitions to the same word.. like 'childish'.. Bottomline is, as long as you're doing whatever you're comfortable with then it'll be fine.. =)

Lastly, I want to add.. I know all along that I don't like strawberry shortcakes.. I like mixed vege rice but I suddenly feel that things are changing.. Mixed Vege Rice is just like a standard I set aside for myself.. Strawberry shortcake is just like the standard being met.. Yes yes, should be the way.. and I was at friendster just now and I viewed mixed vege rice's account.. The only thing I can say is "SHUAI".. Hai.. meimei, straighten out your thoughts..

Ok, Nothing much alr.. Byes..

Rayne'0se7en

23-03-2007

2007-03-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

--EDITED--
Maybe what you thought was right wasn't.. I'll just have to be more careful next time.. =) It's ok.. People learn.. But for me, I went through the 'not so nice' way ba =)

I'm going to Indo musio this weekend.. Hahas.. But Tavia is going with me.. Hahas.. =) Maybe serving is far better than CG.. And hai, I doing Indian outreach too.. Welton put me in.. Tavia was like "He too much".. But to me, God is saying something.. "Yes, God?" O man! Better get it done and over with -.-"

Anyways, new blog song =) I think I put this one before but aiyo, nevermind.. Good songs are worth listening to over and over again.. =) Did you feel the mountains tremble by Delirious? Act, I wanted to put "Here I am Send Me", but i couldn't find that song..

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..

19-03-2007

2007-03-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

Hahas.. I read the post on Tavia's blog.. I think everyone who reads it will be like 'huh?' but it's ok.. Some things are not meant to be understood by others..

Anyways, holidays has started.. But the mood isn't really here yet.. Hope it comes soon.. =) Last Saturday, I was talking to Esther after sending YangLin home and amazingly, I got an idea about Cheeyuan's present.. Hahas, and I'm here to say.. It's very hard.. And i'm saying that cause, I've started and so, I made that conclusion but nevertheless, I'm going to hang on.. -.-"

Pst Phil says we gonna be specfic towards God.. So I really am.. But of cause, I can't write it down here.. -.-" My details of the "mixed vege rice".. wahaha..

I went to Sentosa yesterday.. It's nothing surprising but I went there for CG outing..!! Hahas.. Shaokun was saying that the fact that I reached HaBourfront is already a miracle.. And I kinda argeed.. But being in a new CG, as in diff members, I think I should go out of my comfort zone.. Maybe things will change if only I'm willing.. I remember one pastor once say this.. "There's no 'if', the only 'if' is if you prayed.." Maybe this is going to be a prayer answered for me as well as someone else who prayed.. =)

Anyways, I've cleared almost 1/2 of N106's debts already.. Or should I say, N106 did it together.. Way to go.. =) Being in this CG really felt different.. I think Bro will love what I'm going to say next.. I'm going to fellowship more with the CG.. Esther!! Hahas..

I brought a clock for Esther's birthday and.. everyone that saw it thought the 'chinese traditional' way.. -.-" change all your thinking la.. hahas..

"mixed vege rice"? "strawberry shortcake"?

"rented flat"? "rough wall"?

Miss "Condo" is just the envy of many..!!

15-03-2007

2007-03-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

Back once again.. Hahas.. Before I'm SKIN-ED alive.. Well, this one month has been great, i'll say.. attachments and all.. Before i talk about my attachment, lets talk about my results.. =)

I've got my results back already.. After 1 whole month of waiting =) Wells, I wouldn't say that I'd done well but for the efforts I've put in, I think my results are above and beyond all the efforts.. Thank God for it can? =) It's really great to see God working through my results cause they're just amazing.. Never had I, in any exams, not get a C.. Hahas.. That's right.. No C! YEAH!!

Attachment -- Been to IMH and then KK.. Well, I'll say, i love it at IMH.. Why? Cause, you'll hear so much of the patient's story.. Ya, if i'm given a choice, i'll go back to IMH again.. And I finally got a B+ in my CA can.. I suddenly like Miss Lee P.S.. She's like telling me the things I wanted to tell myself but all along, I didn't want to cause, I'm afraid that it won't come to pass..

I'm still in N106.. Hahas.. Nothing surprising.. But the diff is, i got someone great to help me collect CG fund.. Hahas.. Thanks Esther.. For all the N106-ers' information, I've counted the debts and we're in BIG debts.. So PLEASE pay up CG fund.. Hahas.. Anyways, I've changed, i realized.. At the very least, I took time off to fellowship with the CG.. Or should I say, Esther.. But but, start small ma.. Hahas.. Though I'm still in N106, it's a totally different feeling.. Thank Bro for choosing to put me in N106.. =)

Thanks Tavia.. Hahas.. For lending me the 'wedding'.. I'll watch fast fast then return to you fast fast de.. hahas.. and I just wanna feel like telling you 'rough wall'.. hahas.. And I'm NOT strawberry shortcake.. I thought of it seriously le (but, like since when is meimei serious enough?).. I still like 'rented flat' better, I don't want strawberry shortcake.. Too sweet le.. Really.. No one is perfect.. I'll just accept "rented flat" de eyes.. Hahas..

I 'stole' it from Tavia's blog cause i can't open it.. Hahas.. I cant help but remember the 2 incidents..
Incident #1: Someone called Mindy "Meimei" when she was serving for wedding.. -.-"
Incident #2: Alan Chan said that me and tavia look alike..
And I'm sure, someone will have thought that Mindy and Tavia look alike? hahas..

Tml 3pm is my FREEDOM CALL!! That is the start of my holidays.. I got so much to do.. So, bye to attachment and HELLO! to holidays..

ok ok.. GTG.. I'll try to come back more often..

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..

06-02-2007

2007-02-16T16:13:00.001+08:00

Ok, I'm back.. Hahas, with the news that, I have finished my exams already! Hahas, but then again, exams din affected me much.. wahahas.. but i did study, to the best of my ability.. Trying to remove the temptation of my TV.. Hahas..

Last 2 weeks have been so-so for me.. I've been preoccupied with the topic of 'How to date someone out".. All thanks to Tavia.. Hahas, actually no la.. Time to time will thought of it but it din bring about a major effect..

Yesterday during Svr 2, I was serving at Conference Area.. Then cs, I was so bored.. (which is a good thing cs it meant that conference area is good..) That I went to talk to Mingze.. Well, It kinda gave me a lot of things to think about.. But overall, moral of the story is "Listen the both side of the story.."

Anyways, things are changing.. And a major major major change is coming up.. Stay Tuned! and Byes ppl.. Hahas..

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..

31-01-2007

2007-01-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

Well, I wanted to change my blog skin but decided not to.. Cause as you all know, I don't know the computer quite well.. Didn't want to destroy my orginal blog =) But! I changed my blog song..

I'm going to watch 'Happy Birthday' with Tavia later.. Hahas, I met my goal for this month! 4

movies a month! Yeah! But no reward though =) I guess, nothing beats fellowship.. Fellowship, on itself, i guess, it's a good reward..

Starring: Louis Koo.. That's why I'm watching.. Hahas =)

And I realized, there're a lot of movies that I want to watch but no money -.-" Hahas.. and I've alrealy decided on what to do for CNY alr.. Hahas.. Watch Protege =) Yeah =)

I happen to went in to Friendster just now.. And I saw this pic.. I haven really changed, I realized.. Hahas.. Next year's CNY, i'll look different.. In the midst of changing.... Stay in tune =)

I think almost everyone will have known of her death.. But I think she'll do fine in the other world =)

I suddenly felt that life is FULL OF CHALLENGES.. Hahas, i think no one except me, tavia and peishan know what's happening.. I've got myself a 'mission impossible' but then again, with God all things are possible right? hahas.. =) God bless me -.-"

Okies, gtg.. Will be back soon =)

22-01-2007

2007-01-23T11:02:00.000+08:00

Here I am, finally.. I admit that I had not been here for very long.. Why? Cause, I forgot my username just now -.-" Ok, lets start.. (Before spiders make here their home) Well, that kinda stress feeling is back.. Hahas, exams coming.. If I pass this round, then I'll make it to Yr 3! Hahas, so study hard.. And YEAH!! I'm in the 1st batch for the attachment!! =) That means, my easter is free for.. hahas, CHC ppl will know =) Anyways, I think this on itself is something great to give thanks to God about =)

Recently, it seems that I got a lot of small small blessings, not those that CG testimony will share that kind thou.. But still, God has His way of blessing different ppl.. hahas, my HP plan's ending next month, time flies.. Next month will be the 4th year that I'm using the number and I just the number more and more.. Hahas, anyways, I want to get new phone!! AARRGGHH!! Hahas, but no money.. blessings, anyone?? hahas..

Ok, I'm totally in love with wei siao pasta recently.. This show is the 1st show that I'm willing to watch twice.. Haha, the story though simple is nice.. Hahas.. And I like there songs.. http://youtube.com/watch?v=-UuwVzDaL7Y Go watch it.. Nice.. Hahas, too bad they don't pay me for promoting the show -.-"'

O ya! I wanna watch "Happy Birthday" and Tavia is watching with me!! =) Anyways, this year, I have made plans to watch 4 movies per month.. Which works out to 1 per week.. And for January'07, I already watched 3 movies le so "Happy Birthday" will be the 4th and the last for January'07.. Wahahas..

Anyways, been spending time alone for awhile now.. I mean, all the fellowship sessions seems to decrease so so much eversince December'06.. Not going out on Sundays anymore cause, I also don't know.. The feeling's just not there.. and it feels good being at home.. Hahas =)

Good news: Wang renfu's show is starting.. like finally!! It'll start in TW on the 290107.. So hopefully, it'll reach Singapore soon.. Hahas..

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..

11-01-2007

2007-01-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

I can only say, forgetting someone is really hard.. Esp, forgetting the person who had once misplaced your trust.. hai.. Today in NS3 tutorial.. We were all waiting for the tutorial to start.. (Apparently, the visual system is down or something) Then, I overheard something.. And I asked Felicia "Is this your yearbook?" And it was hers.. So i borrowed to look for a pic.. But I din find it thou.. It's no longer about finding the picture alr.. I guess, it's about the memories with that particular someone ba.. =)

Like what Ken say in her blog, indeed broken glass can never be the same again, even if you glued it back.. I'd never regretted the past.. But memories just come back suddenly.. And all I can and always say is "If only" but the "if only", i know for sure, it'll never happen..

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..

09-01-2007

2007-01-05T13:45:00.000+08:00

I'm back, i should say.. The biggest news that I'm bringing is that.. I'm toe-nail-less.. hahas, I went for the removal of both my big toe nails on Sunday.. =) I was thinking, at the very least, I won't go home and say "Daddy, my toe hurts!!" Hahas, since I got ingrowth toe nails, why not 'destroy' the root cause once and for all? Hahas, but my toes look very digusting now.. I guess it'll be better once the wound drys up.. =)

This 5 weeks are gonna be the worst weeks of my life.. So much presentations and essays.. Draining me out can? Hai.. And my attachment, I'm in the 2nd batch! That will interfer with all the Easter rehearsal.. (Must plan in advance ma, hahas..) Trying to change with someone.. God, bless that I got that someone ar!

This year is the 4th year I came back to God ever since 2003.. And till today, my fav song is still 'Did you feel the mountains tremble?' This is a old old old song alr, if you don't realized.. Martin Smith (Delirious?) wrote this song in 1995.. So, logically, this song is 12 years old already.. It's amazing.. This is one song that i'll never get tired of..

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..

03-01-2007

2007-01-03T15:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 2007!! Hahas, ya ya, if you are thinking, I've deleted all the post from 2006.. Cause I feel that it's a new beginning.. So, I'm gonna make everything new.. =)

So the 1st post goes....
I got a very special feeling about 2007.. Maybe it's like what Mindy say: 7 is a divine no.. But I feel that 2007 will be such a special year for me that i'll remember for the rest of my life.. I totally don't know what is gonna happen but nevertheless, I'll face it.. =) Hahas..

I started this year.. GREAT, i'll say.. Ok, mainly and maybe cause, this is the 1st year that I've completed my "2007 goals" card.. Actually, not really completed la, mm.. 90% done! Ok, I confess! This is the 1st year that I've completed or almost complete my goals setting card.. Maybe like what Pst says 'if you fail to plan, you plan to fail'.. That's why I feel so special about 2007 =)

O ya! I went to watch night at the museum and death note 2 yesterday.. Both are nice shows.. Balanced off the bad memories of 2006.. hahas.. I totally love Death Note now! If anyone don't realize, yesterday was the 2nd time i watch death note 2.. I 1st watch it with PF they all.. Though it's the 2nd time, I still enjoyed the show as much =) L and Light are just... smart!!

Indeed, this year I've plan lots of goals but to fulfil them, I guess it boils down to 2 things: (1) discipline (2) financial blessing.. =) 2007 will be great..

I think N106 really ended last year great, for one: we started with a debt of $500 from 2005.. But we started 2007 (unrevealed) with a total debt of $290.. it may not seems a lot but counting the expenses of 2006 (which is around $450).. i can only thank God for all that He had done.. And I'm starting to think that for N106 to be debt-free, it's totally possible!! But of cause, if both N106 and E376 are debt-free, life will be great!! I'm sure, people will agree with me.. Rights, ppl?

Right Where You Want Me..
Making Him The One And Only..
Rayne..